I started taking Zoloft, and fuck it I hate it
It does its thing, I've been focused and not having anxiety episodes, but it makes me drowsy to the point where I have to stop what Im doing and take a nap. now is also making me feel bloated and constantly feeling like I need to shit, even when I dont, I'm fucking thirsty all the time, and I physically feel as if I were on the verge of having an anxiety attack, even tho am totally calm and focused.
Am also tired of my antidepressant, it helps but it just doesn't quite alleviates the issues.
Next week am gonna meet with my new psychiatrist, to restart my fag therapy, and talk about the anxiety and depression, I'll ask to be reassessed for it all, plus checked for other issues, because at this point I'm sure I am somewhere in the autistic spectrum (may be very mild ass-burger syndrome) or something. I'm sure there are some very serious diagnosed issues, that I'd like diagnosed and cared for.
Also I'm gonna ask if I can just drop the meds and get a medicinal marijuana card. For thanksgiving I'll be going to a friend's uncle&aunt's home. I've met them before, super cool couple in their 50s, and they grow different kinds of weed in their basement, for themselves and their friends with cancer and other issues, so I'll ask them for a little freebie to start me out.
So yeah, Pantsu may contribute more to this tread in the near future lol