“I Was a Porn Star, Any Questions?”

If their own testimonies are anything to go by, there are just as many who don't regret or are even content with their decision to do AV as there are ones who regret it.

IMO the problem is that it's not something for anyone, but too many girls get into it as it's the easiest way out of whatever crisis they're in at the time, be it simply the need for a job without having any finished education, rebelling against their family or peers, or even just the need to get a new LV bag every month.

There are those who start AV because it's what they want to do, and who don't regret it either. Take Oozawa Maria for example. She said on multiple occasions that she's content with everything she did, and wouldn't do it differently if she had the chance. She even tried to get the approval of her parents for what she's doing, but unfortunately they weren't very understanding. She knows perfectly well however that not every girl is fit for this kind of job, and therefore generally discouraged girls from starting AV unless it's something they really WANT to do in their lives. It doesn't seem many will listen to her though.

she never said exactly why she regretted it. personally, I'd think one of the biggest reasons to regret stepping into something socially unacceptable (generally speaking), is that it further alienates you from people you might want to be closer to, like parents. She does mention that she kept it a secret from her parents. Maybe that innability to be open with her loved ones about something that's a big part of her life only helped keep her away from others. And being so young in the industry, she maybe didn't fully understand about how good or bad a thing she was doing really was, and is probably still fighting that battle in her mind now, rather than educating herself about it. In fact, she's probably been fighing the sexuality battle ever since 13, when she lost her virgininty... could have easily helped make her more unsociable.

This is why I wish stigmatisms like this would just die. If it really is a free world we're looking for, we should make it feel like one. Nothing is wrong as long as no one is getting hurt (except maybe yourself or others who consent to being hurt... and are educated enough to make that decision), and as long as you educate yourself about it. For example: women are never objects no matter how they're portrayed somewhere, they all have minds and feelings, even porn stars. If a girl wears a skirt, it doesn't mean it's because she wants people to look up at her panties. Not all porn stars and hookers have STDs, and even if they do they're still human. Think if you were a girl in her place, etc etc

Good timing, as I've got a story to tell that relates here too. My little cousin saw female nudity in a movie for like the first time in his life the other day and told me about it, before even going to his parents, because he seems actually more comfortable with my accaptance and non-judgemental fashion of listening to him. He asked me if there was something bad about that, and I told him that I wouldnt say so, but that he should educate himself some day about it before drawing conclusion (you know, read up about the facts) and also wait for sex ed at school to learn more too. Unfortunately, if he told that experiance to his parents they'd most likely go nuts, unlike I did. He knows they would, they're very protective about what he watches, especially nudity). Honestly, with my advice I think he will turn out actually seeing sex and sexuallity as a healthy part of life, and will probably have more respect for women than most uneducated bastards on the net today.

TLDR: lies, secrets, and taboos just keeps people ignorant about those things they're trying to hide. Ignorance is the ultimate evil. Yes, this was a serious post.

*Crosses legs, folds hands, and floats away into the heavens... avoiding air traffic...*

Makes me sad when I hear about guys getting 13yo virginities, because I should have done that.

whats wrong with wanting the world to end.

id done almost everything there is to do, all thats left is to go to a dead end job every day for the rest of my life, make enough money to survive on and grow old in a home.

all i hope is that the way it ends is interesting.

Get help. You are going through depression.

so, lets see here.

- i see the world for what it is
- i have accomplished everything i wanted to in life
- i dont want to work a dead end job till i die just for the sake of living
- and i dont want to grow old and be put in a minimalistic home

if i am depressed, they will what, throw a pill at me and that will make all the above not true?

i have no talent for anything, im a jack of all trades master of none kind of person. the best i can hope for is a job that pays more than 20$ an hour, maybe even 30 if im lucky, have 40-60% taken away in taxes, and work 20-40 years paying off a home that when i get to old will be sold off to pay for a shitty retirement home

id rather take a bullet and the only reason i haven't is for the time being and through circumstances, im getting a free ride.

Nicely said.

The world is a pretty bad place. Filled with greedy, selfish and stupid humans. And even when we die, our children are doomed to live in a world like that.
Optimists hope that revolution or some other major change will make the world better.
Pessimists just want the world to end sooner, as they believe that any changes are futile, as humans will remain there.
"Depression" just makes a person more pessimistic.

So the humans make the world this way, its pretty simple if you think a little, no?

Everyone does wat they need to stay alive, study, work, out of interests or dreams, its the reality of the majority of humanity.

If the world would end now, I would not mind either...

I think people who say they no longet have a reason to live just haven't got the right perspective. Have you ever considered how insanely amazing the idea of existence is, and that you're in it, most likely only once, for a blip in time? Everyone's life has value, if not to themselves than to others, even to complete strangers... and you want to make waste to it.

I can understand a person honestly not having any drive to live for themselves, no longer having a want/need/desire for something that may be out of their reach but could be made to be within reach one day, or maybe they've just given up on all those dreams... but have such people never considered the shoes of others? If you're disconnected from society, I think it'd help to try and get reconnected in some way, even to one random stranger. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for others, make yourself useful. I've seen dirt poor criples that are more useful than a ton of other people I've met, so why is it so hard for some healthy, well-off people? We're all connected in some way at a deeper level, the whole world is, pretty much all religions and science agree on that, unfortunately it's a very little known fact.

Even if you see the world as a doomed piece of shit full of shitty people that should just end post-haste, why not just try and make it a little less shity for one person somewhere? Fill their optomism if you have none for yourself. It's easier to be someone's hero than people think.

btw, i realize now that this post sounds at times like it's directed at one specific person... I didn't mean for that, I'm just on my soap box and saying what I think.

BTW, I feel like I wish the world would just end sometimes too, at least for me. I mean i dont want to wish for the death of others, so if i go then the world is over for me and that's good enough, isn't it? I think its ok to think like that, the world and life can get anyone down from time to time. I can't imagine someone has ALWAYS felt that way though, even from as far back as they can remember into childhood, unless they were like... born a prisoner in some foresaken shithole corner of the world.

Also, to a further back post: I don't consider her to be an attention whore. You need to take far more frequent and desperate grabs at attention to be a real attention whore in my book... or at least just do ONE thing that looks like a real ugly and desperate attempt for attention. Yes, she wants attention, but isn't an attention WHORE. There's nothing wrong than looking for attention, everyone needs attention sometimes. Furthermore, being a NEET i'd think she actually seeks less attention than most people would. Also, she doesn't sound like a lier, but if proven she was then yeah she/he would then be an attention whore in my book.

Boo hoo. Cry me a river. Everyone is on the same boat. Jump off or stay on the ride.

at the person who is filled with cheer

why should i? i mean this in a question. why should i continue on for the sake of others? why should i make someones life better when mine will remain bleak? i look at my parents. i have no doubt in my mind that if push came to shove, i could be a provider for a family. but all they would for me is be something that i don't want to kill myself because of, i still wouldn't want to go to that fucking job, to pay for them to basically sit at home and spend my money.

and to the person who said we are all in the same boat. FUCK YOU

some people have a 4 person metal boat, some people have a god damn yacht.

some people are born into money
some people are born into fucking amassing genetics, where they don't have to work out to have a 6 6pack or get a boob job to be a D. some people dont need to spend hours working out so there ass isnt saggy.

some people are born into poverty and can never crawl out of it
some people are born genetically obbease, and no matter how hard they work out, they will never see mussel tone (yes there is fat genetics, its rare but it happens)
some people are born with genetics that make them look like a stereotypical serial killer
some people can work out for 6 hours a day every day and never gain the muscle or loose the fat they want to.

my dream in life is to have everything i want and to do absolutely nothing. and so far i am living the dream. but reality will step in in a few months, kick my ass into a job i despise, and i will work it till i decide exactly how i will end it.

I'm not filled with cheer. I don't know if it really came off from my post like that, but I don't beleive it's realistic to be too postitive OR too negative about life. I don't even think either way is healthy.

And I said if your don't care to or just don't think you can even try make your own life better and would even contemplate throwing it away THEN maybe you should try and look at helping others. And I know it's cliche but I do believe helping others helps yourself, no matter what state you're in personally. if you can't care for others why should anyone care for you? good luck on trying to make anything of life... hopefully someone decides to throw you a bone even if you don't care to do the same.

I personaly don't see how anyone can be born into all this, which is all anyone even known and has ever and will ever know, and not think anything remotely postitive about it. Existence is amazing in its self. Even if I were born in the woods all alone I think I'd still aquire a sense of amazement about just existing.

And again, I didn't direct that post at you or anyone. If anything, I had the idea in mind of someone who wants to commit suicide and throw their life away.

To tell the truth, I do feel the world should end.

Human society has degenerated to the point of suicide and murder, in which one person gives his life or has his life take from him so that someone else can stay alive.

There is also no real opportunity anymore. Everyone can get rich, yes, but nobody can get rich without trampling on others first. In the end, those very skillfull and very lucky gets insanely rich, at the expense of the common people, who gets increasingly poor.

If human society are to survive, we will need to start colonizing Mars, or Alpha Centauri.

I like how you conveniently chose to misread things to make people laugh.

I hope the guy was joking. She said he was 9 years OLDER. Making him 22 at the time if my math is right.

actually thats how i read it as well, i thought it was obvious.

It would be a shotacon if that were true y'know.
Unless her first time was with a female.

Internet jokes are not for the faint hearted.. or mentally challenged people.

Technically speaking whores fuck for money. Making porn stars a subcategory of whores rather than it's own separate category.

Enhance, enhance, ENHANCE!

"By enhancing the reflection of that single fallen screw in the background, we have successfully identified what the culprit looks like!"

They'd probably just zoom in and enhance the photo of the piece of hair until they see the DNA.

LOL, best comment.