Most of the oldies in here probably already know I adore my Dad. I have to confess that I'm scared shitless to be on the other side of the earth without my Dad, and even though it's something I need to do, it feels so horrible. Urgh.
Anyway, I have come to realize that I even after making many friends etc still enjoy being alone the most. I often times even when I have nothing to do will seek privacy over being out in the open. I guess it helps that most of the people around me (at home) think I don't want to be around them and think that I feel i am better than them.
This feeling is not something I try to show. My dad says that it shows so much to them that I think I am better. That I do not think they are worth my time. I think this is pretty harsh considering. I do out of my way to help others even when I rather have time to myself.
At this point I am pretty confused as to why this occurs. It am not really worried about it but I do not want people to have such an idea that I think they are worthless. When I think most people are pretty important in their own way.
Well, that is my thought take it or leave it.
It's called being an introvert. None of that is unusual.