I'm horribly picky!
And although I say I do love a lot of people, there's love and love, you know! Don't just group everything together!
There's parts of a lot of people I like, and although I'm seriously convinced that it would be impossible to live with a lot of you a daily routine, that still doesn't prevent me for wishing the best to those I feel like wishing.
And I make use of the word "love" because, well, "like" doesn't really fit. I mean, yes, I may like a specific trait, but that's not all. I honestly think that it would be great if you all could experience the best that your life has to offer, I'm happy if you're doing fine, if you're able to solve your problems, if you're able to keep going, even when it's clear as a day I'm not part of your life, and in some cases, I'd never be able to fit in them! Each and everyone of you are so different that only to think about meddling with you sounds like a blasphemy.
Now, is this enough to not to care?
I believe it isn't.
Let's take papcon, for instance, because hers is the last post I see - She's definitely weird at times and not my type at all, but she's still gorgeous, full of life. I could go out with her once a week, maybe, but anything more than that... just no! There's this feeling... like we're light and shadow. And yes, they can't exist without each other, but that doesn't mean that they have to come together... actually, they have a specific, different place. But is that enough of a reason to avoid being charmed by what the other does? Not being able to do it, I am charmed.
And, don't know, let's take the opposite route - Nefly istantly comes to mind. I feel like we're very similar, and that we should both find someone, something, to keep motivating us. Again, going out every now and then could be fun, but there's something else, better. In this case, especially since I feel these shared traits, I can't help but wish her to do her best, to care about her results. The fact that she came back was good, okay, but that she found something where to give her best, kendo, and triumphing in that, was the best. A bliss. One couldn't ask for more.
And since I don't want to be too hetero, let's talk about Nin. Nin's a weird guy, sometimes he ignores you, he acts a bit tsun-tsun. Then there's those moments when he changes, totally, and he doesn't ask for anything because he only wants to give. Seems like he stops caring about himself, and devotes to others. That's wonderful. He surely has his reasons to limit such habits to specific times, but one who's able to do that has all my support. To be able to see a smile on someone who tries to put smiles on others is a good reason to keep going, isn't it?
I could go on, and I'm sorry if only 3 users have been picked up u_u
hope the point is taken, anyway.
If you say love, it's not just about loving a woman, a man, being happy with them etc. I believe there's more. And I'm very emotional... not to mention, not having a girlfriend there must be some other place where to vent the need to hug, right?
hahah, I hope your eyes bleed by now~
My my, Vegio. ♥ I have the feeling we're fated to be together. You see, I almost never visit this thread anymore because it grows so fast I don't have enough time to read through all the pages anymore. (Dear god, I miss the times when Schrobby would go and read all the pages he'd missed while he was sleeping, then reply to ten people in seperate posts. It was nice to tell him off for it.) But by purely random luck, I decided to click to the next page just this once. Of course, your lovely post caught my eye and I quickly namesearched myself. And whaddya know? I find one of those really cute paragraphs that you're known to write once in a while. It was truly heartwarming. Also, I'm surprised I make a tsun-tsun impression sometimes! But I guess that makes things interesting. ♥